The Bean

Sorry I didn't updated before, I've been so overwhealmed with happiness that I just took time to absorb everything that is happening to me.

So we went to the doctor on Wenesday, I was nervous and so anxious, the moment of the truth. I was having nightmares, thinking that this was all my imagination and there were not going to be anything inside of me, I also dreamed that there were 2 instead of 1! My imagination just flew by and I just wanted to see if everything was real!

So there I was with my legs open in this weird room and my husband sitting next to me. She puts condom to this stick that was going inside of me and she said, ok there are 2 monitors, this one (right next to me) and another one that was in my left side in almost at the ceiling.

I though ok, she will put this inside of me and she will start looking for the baby, well... as soon as she put it in there was the bean! My husband grabbed my hand and tears came down from joy. I couldn't believe that little bean was growing inside of me. We were able to see the baby's chest pumping (heart) and there was a certain peace that came in through my body. There it was, there is the baby. I am 7 weeks 1 day! Due date March, 23 2009!!!!

My next appointment is Sept 1, I can't wait to see the Bean!!! I found it to be sooo amazingly beautiful, even though is a bean, for me it is the most gorgeous bean in the world!!!!!

Today is the moment of truth..

I have my 1st u/s appointment today at 3:30 pm and I am so nervous, excited, anxious! I don't know how I feel.
I've been having dreams, so many of them! That the doc wont find anything in my belly, that everything was a joke. Today I will become a believer.. I need to see my little bean. I need to see!!!!!

I just wanted to say that I can't wait to see what is growing inside of me, what is making my boobs grow a size bigger! Good lord! they are HUGE and they hurt so much! lol

I want to see what is making my belly so swollen, my belly is so confused right now! it doesn't know where to go, were to expand..I look like someone who is just getting fatter, (like my husband said to me 2 days ago, the nerves right? lol)

I will give an update of how this goes. I can't wait!

It is true! I am pregnant!

So, I went to my 1st Doctor's appointment. I was so excited and nervous! I think I wanted to hear it from him that I was pregnant!

They took a urine example and after 5 minutes they call med in, (my husband was with me too) so we both sit in the little room and the nurse came in "Congratulations on your pregnancy" I thought I was dreaming. I needed validation!

Then the Doctor came in and we ask all sort of questions, diet, cats, sushi! (he said I can have sushi once a week YAY!) and other minor things. Then he checked my pelvis and told me I was about 5-6 weeks pregnant.

This feels surreal! I have been having some cramps, and my boobs have gotten a bit swollen. The cramps though, they are heavy cramps, I've been told is normal since the uterus is preparing for that little bean to grow up!

Last night I had a dream, the Doctor was telling me I was having a girl. Can you imagine if the baby is sending me those signals? That would be crazy! to have that dream and it to be true!

I am very nervous, excited, scared! about this new chapter. It is amazing what the body does, create a human being? I have a huge smile, a smile nothing and no one will take that smile away from me.

I don't feel different YET, I think I will need to have a sonogram in order for it to hit me completely. My 1st sonogram is August 5th in 2 weeks! I will keep you posted!

Pregnant!!??!!!??!!!??!!??

So

I've been holding to write about this since Sunday. And I was going to post something about it July 22nd........BUT I can't help it!

Some Cramps started July 8th, I thought, great my period is coming yuck! But by Thursday nothing, and the cramps got heavier. Now, I didn't remembered having such cramps before my period ever! So I was having lunch with a co worker and I told him, I think I am pregnant.

Then Friday Cramps, Saturday more cramps! I suspected I was, but I was going out in the boat and drink and have fun and decided to hold on with the pregnancy tests.
From Saturday through Sunday I woke up in the middle of the night with the most itchiness feeling ever! and they were in my breasts...I was just scratching and scratching! I couldn't sleep after that, cause I felt I was preggo.

But I had to wait for a reasonable time to wake up and take a test. I also needed to call Jenise so I can make the test with her. I was holding my pee since 5 am! I was exploiting, so I call her at 7 am and told her "I just peed on the strip" the poor girl was so sleepy!!! After 3 minutes (which seemed forever) I saw the little word "PREGNANT" I started crying, i was shaking! how in the hell this happend? hahahah I was soo happy!!!!!!



Then I gota tell my husband, but it's 7 am, should I wake him up or wait? Nah, I can't wait! So in a attempt to be romantic, I sneak in bed and start caressing his hair and his arm. He started to push me away (he thought I wanted sex) when that didn't worked, I open the curtains. He was like, what the fuck are you doing! then I put the lamp on and showed him the stick. He couldn't read it cause his eyes were stuck! ( he has contacts)

So after a few drops he sayd, "I only see a dark line" and I said "well, what does that line say" and when he realized what it said he said "well don't get too excited cause it might not be true"

LOL he is so silly!!! He was so nervous after that, and of course so happy. I took of course 4 more that day to make sure. Then Monday I took another 2, and Wednesday? 1 more! all of them are positive! I am in shock and I don't believe it still. I don't have any symptoms! Only the cramps that by now are very mild, they come and go. Oh and I got thirsty, very.. but other than that I don't feel preggo!

Remember I said the doc will get blood from me to see if I ovulated? No? Well if I didn't sorry. Before we start trying in full I wanted to make sure everything was good in my system. So on July 6th he took blood from me to see if I did ovulate (that is thinking that I ovulated June 29th-30th) you see my cycle is about 37-38 days, its a long one!
Anyways, he called me Wenesday to tell me I didn't ovulated. Then I tell him "Explain me one thing doctor, if I didn't ovulated then how in the world 10 pregnancy tests tell me I am pregnant" He laughed and said we calculated our ovulation wrong obviously and that I ovulated earlier than I thought.

Wenesday July 22nd is my 1st Doctor Appointment, and I wont believe I am pregnant until he tells me. We haven't really tried, I can honestly say we tried last month, our 1st month trying to conceive and BINGO!!!!!!!

I don't know how to react. I don't know if I should be this happy, I don't know if I can believe those tests. I will just wait till July 22nd and hear it from my doctor.

It is finally time to grow.......

Update of my BDAY weekend

Heya

I needed to update! It was my bday this past weekend and it was a blast! OMG I had so much fun!




I am done with cakes for a while, all of my friends gave me a cake, even my co workers! I think I gained like 10 pounds just with those cakes. Damn!

Then we spent the long weekend on the lake with a couple of my friends. We bough a huge island float that made the day much better! I can tan, and float and also read a magazine if I want all at the same time, oh let's not forget drink too!


Even our Dog Lucy was having a blast! Everyone that meets her loves her and she is the kindest most amazing god in the world. U know there are not many dogs that smile when they are happy. Well she does, it looks like someone photo shopped her face to create that smile.



I think it was one of the best Bday's Ive had in a long time! And I am very happy to have the friends I have in North Carolina.

It's very difficult to have honest good people in your life, and I have friends that have been in my life for YEARS, and those I trust with my life. So, when I moved from Puerto Rico to Florida I left the best girlfriends I have had, the good thing is that I had my other best friend since Kindergarten in Fort Lauderdale (we became roommates) so I was spoiled to have her with me. But then I move to North Carolina and who do I have? NO ONE, ZERO! I was alone, really alone for the 1st time. I didn't had anyone that I could call my friend over here....

I've been spoiled with the friends I have, and now it was like starting over, I never thought I was going to meet such wonderful people here, some of them I can call them now true friends, and I am excited to expand my circle of friends, and more excited to see how much they love me, and that showed this past weekend.

Enough about my bday......So you know I've been trying to conceive, well this past month I had the "window of opportunity" and sadly me and my husband haven't been able to practice the way its supposed to be in order to get pregnant!

Its so frustrating to know I am ready, ovulating! ready to get a little sperm and there is no sperm inside to catch that egg. Things haven't worked out the way I wanted. Hopefully next month we plan in anticipation to make sure that window wont get wasted.

Anyways, I am excited cause this weekend my sister in law with her husband and her daughter are coming! YAY! I love to have a little one around the house (that way I get a clear idea of what to expect) We sure do have fun together. I am looking forward to it.


Ok, I gota go now, I'll keep you updated! Have a safe weekend!

Weekend in Baltimore

Heya! Its been a little bit since I've updated. Ive been busy working and visiting family.

We went this past weekend to Baltimore and met with a few of my husbands High school friends, we also saw his family and went boating through Baltimore waters. It was so much fun!

I rode in the Jet Ski, drove the boat and drink like a fish! I am so bloated.

I was able to also see my husband's aunt and other cousins that I have never met before.

It was really a cool weekend.

This month we are trying again with the baby making, its a hassle! Cause u have such a small window to get pregnant and u better have sex in that little window or else! grrr Funny how other people get pregnant just by thinking about it.

I wont complain, this is only our 2nd month trying, even though 1st month doesn't count cause we didn't tried in that "window" We had people over the entire weekend and we didn't "practice" when we were supposed too. So let just say this is our 1st month trying knowingly in the right days.

This weekend is my Bday Weekend, and I am sooo excited!!!!! I will tell you all about it next week ;-)

Ok back to work, see ya soon!

Waiting to see what happends!

Well hello hello, its been a while, I know! I've been lazy to write and also busy! I just got back from California, I was at a work Convention.

Well, I was in Downtown,LA to be exact. I was surprised cause in tv you see all the glamor and in reality LA sucks! lol It is dirty! and in every 10 steps there was a bum stalking you. Food wasn't that great and there were so many weird people.

I took my 1st subway ride, and that was not a fun thing! I felt dirrrrty and full of germs, all I wanted was to take a bath afterwards. I wasn't impressed with this city at all, and I wont go there ever for pleasure.

Baby making its still on the planning and practicing stages! I went to the GNO to have my year check up and told him that I've been trying to conceive, he said he will take my blood for tests and make sure I have no thyroid problems, he actually said he will do them on July 6th (after ovulation) to make sure I ovulated. I thought that was awesome! Imagine trying for months and months not knowing if I have something wrong? I rather know I am healthy and ready and if I dont get pregnant is cause we are not shooting at the right time hahahahahaha!

Next week we are going to Baltimore to see some of my husband's highschool friends and we will stay at his cousin's, she is the most adorable girl ever. I really love her. I am excited and know I will have lots of fun that weekend.

After that is my BDAY! geez...32! on July 3, wait, not 32, 33! Holly Sh$# I dont even know how old I am, I am older than I thought! bummer....

We will try this month again and see if we shoot right this time, My husband is now much more easy going with the baby making, i think he understands now how this works! lol I will see what happens this month. Hopefully we hit the jackpot!

Ok, going back to work, I will catch up with ya soon!