Boys will be boys

From my last blog, I was complaining about my FB profile being blocked, well after trying numerous times to get it fixed and being ignore by FB people I decided to give up and open a new one. Yes I know why go through the hassle, well, all my friends communicate through it, we share pics comments and I must say its addictive!

I had my Sister in Law, her husband and daughter this past weekend (memorial weekend) I was kinda excited to spend quality time with them. Me and my sis in law were very close before, and after getting engaged things just went weird.

Anyways the good thing is that we had an exciting weekend together. And her daughter 1 1/2 years gave us a preview of what is like to have a baby in our home. Gosh its a LOT of work to have to watch someone 24/7, there is never a break! Its very difficult and I even told my husband (are we sure we will have a baby?)

He was a bit scared too since there is no break like I said, but there were many tender moments that melted me. SO lets see how this baby making turns out to be.

I am also a bit sick! 2 days ago I had horrible belly pains, I went to the doc and he said I had colitis. I was taking a antibiotic and the results of it was colitis. That Sh*T hurt! I feel better but still feel some cramping.

I also got good news! My BF that is in Florida will move to Charleston in 2 months! woohoo! 3 1/2 hours from me. When I moved to US 6 years ago was with her, we lived together in Fort Lauderdale. I moved to NC and she stayed back there with her hubbie and baby. Now he found a new job and finally we will be a couple hours away (instead of 10 driving) so thats a good thing.

What else? nothing else has happend. Just trying to make a baby that can be a bit crazy! My husband gets offended when I tell him, ok today it is! he feels its a chore instead of special, I in the other hand think its special to know that we are doing it with that purpose! Boys will be boys and girls will be girls.

Ok going back to work, talk to you soon!

Clumsy Day

Good lord, today has been one of those days.

1st our company is selling a new product so now we have double work, and people just don't stop bothering me!

2nd, I (dont ask me how) accidentally deleted my FB... can you imagine my horror!!! I sent an email to the FB team and see how I can retrieve it....

3rd I ordered a book 3 weeks ago from Amazon and the retard seller doesn't even answer my emails!

Is it Friday Yet? I need a break! Thank God for my electronic cigs, I can smoke at my cubicle at all hours to lower my temper.

Anyways I needed to rant today, I'm frustrated!

1st time blogging

So, here I am, becoming a blogger. I kinda wanted to do it for a while but I was a bit scared everyone would've had access to my life. Then I see I can put my things private, only to be shown to people I would like them to see what is going on with me. So I thought, why not!

I used to write diaries when I was little, I love to read those now and laugh at myself. My life seemed so complicated back then, and now I read it and think to myself ( I wish things were that simple now)

I read how "difficult" things were for me back then, friendships, family, boys. But I also read how happy I was. I had soo much fun with my life as well.

I also remember I said I will never get married or have children, and now, yep you guessed it, Married!

The day I got married was the most amazing day of my life! I never imagined that my Dad would be able to walk me down the aisle and that my mom would be able to see one of her 4 kids getting married. I knew this also was her dream.

This wedding was not only for myself and my husband, but it was most definite for them. I danced with my father, and I felt I was dancing in the clouds, that is a moment I will cherish for the rest of my life. Then my mom danced with me a mother/daughter dance, and that was beyond what I would've dreamed off, that time I wasn't in the clouds, I felt I was already in heaven.











So now I am a wifey! And of course what is next? Hmm kids? Oh yes, cause this girl never wanted kids! I had constant allergies whenever a kid would be around me, somehow that allergy has been cured little by little..

Biological clock? maybe, but I definitely think the medicine that cured that allergy was Love, yes as cheesy as it sounds, Vic (my husband's love) made me want not only want a minnie him, but a legacy of our love. I felt, if I only have a son that would be just like him, a son that like him makes me the happiest woman alive. A son that will not only be a role model, it will be someone people will never forget just like his father, or a daughter, a strong independent woman, a daughter that can carry on and learn my values, values that have been passed along by my mother and father. Then, only then is when I thought it is damn worth it.


Time to grow up? Yes that's why my blog will be named Time to grow, time to grow as a person, friend, daughter, lover, wife...and hopefully soon a mother.