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Sorry I haven't posted before, besides being busy I've been LAZY! hahaha
So Oct 29 Vic and I went to the Doc, I was so nervous and sooo anxious! I was almost biting my acrylic nails out of my skin! lol I was happy excited, teary, every emotion possible I had.
I even had nausea! But finally the day to know came.
So we sat in that big chair and the tech asked "Do you guys wana know" we almost screamed YES! So there we are, we will finally know what we are having.
All this time I "knew" thought it was a girl, ive been having dreams it was a girl, my belly was growing side ways like a girl belly should be, and I had my mind set it was a girl!
So she put the jelly on and I was shaking, so nervous! Then she put the stick on my belly and at that second! I see a huge sac! And I say are those balls? and she said Its a boy! !!!!
WHAT? EXCUSE ME? ARE YOU SURE? I couldn't even process this, a second ago I was thinking "this jelly feels so good and warm on my tummy" and then PUM! there he was showing his goods! I started crying, from emotion a bit disappointed. Ok, more in shock than disappointed cause all this time I thought I was having a baby girl.
My husband's face was amazing, and he hold my hand and tear up a bit, that made me feel at peace, even though he never told me what we wanted, I knew he would've loved his boy, and I was happy I made him happy.
So here I am, carrying a BOY, it took me a while to start creating this image of a little boy running around, all I was thinking was pink, but I am so happy! I am proud to be carrying the boy that will carry his daddy's last name. I still cant believe I am pregnant! I've been feeling him kicking since week 18 and every time I have a kick, it brings a big smile in my face.
I've also had my cankles attacking me! Damn you cankles! Every bit of salt have goes straight to my ankles. GRRR
My belly is not huge yet, I am scared when it will decide to explode! AGHHHH, i feel like a whale already, I can't imagine later! I am also a crying mess! HELLO! I never imagined I was able to produce so many tears! really? I cry for everything and I can't control it. I am not a crier so my husband and friends look at me like I am crazy. lol
I did my registry, that was a mess! I hate that place. Too much to think. I will be going to PR for my 1st baby shower in Dec, I am so excited to see my friends and family. Then another shower here in Feb.
Leonardo (yes that is his name!) will be here in March, and I can't wait to meet him. I feel like a different person. I read and talk to him every night (unless I pass out) Vic is so happy to have his baby boy and I am so happy we are expanding this family. I feel so blessed and lucky to have the things I have. Thank You God for this blessings.
